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I am disgusted in myself, how on earth can I fail the apptitude test twice in a row... not only that but manage to do worse!
Reading through a thread earlier I agree that "You only failed yourself". I obviously for example didn't focus nearly enough on division and decimal (not giving away anything on test there). And thus I bit the bullet.
I sat outside CFRC Vancouver on it's marble/stone steps wondering what my future will hold for me now as I sat there dumbfounded with my girlfriend. My 3 other options being Australia, United Kingdom, and French Foreign Legion.
How on earth could I have missed my chances with the CF... why on earth didn't I try harder? Now my hopes of being an Infanteer are dashed pretty much forever. I may not retake the test a 3rd time unless I have graduated highschool (I require 7 courses, each costing 350$'s... not a chance). I'm far from giving up on my dreams of being one day a soldier. But this has severly hurt me personally with my pride and ego. Not to mention I feel like a fucking idiot.
Delving into my past with highschool I can see reasons popping up as to why I failed, but I can also see not doing enough did it in for me aswell. I failed, I failed myself, and I failed Canada as a whole for not truely stepping up.
I'm far from giving up, I'll ponder tonight as I sift through various government websites for the UK, AU, and Fr. But my desire will just burn and yearn more. This isn't the last you've seen of me, fuck that. I'll crawl through hell and brimstone before I give up my chance.
-Jason
I am disgusted in myself, how on earth can I fail the apptitude test twice in a row... not only that but manage to do worse!
Reading through a thread earlier I agree that "You only failed yourself". I obviously for example didn't focus nearly enough on division and decimal (not giving away anything on test there). And thus I bit the bullet.
I sat outside CFRC Vancouver on it's marble/stone steps wondering what my future will hold for me now as I sat there dumbfounded with my girlfriend. My 3 other options being Australia, United Kingdom, and French Foreign Legion.
How on earth could I have missed my chances with the CF... why on earth didn't I try harder? Now my hopes of being an Infanteer are dashed pretty much forever. I may not retake the test a 3rd time unless I have graduated highschool (I require 7 courses, each costing 350$'s... not a chance). I'm far from giving up on my dreams of being one day a soldier. But this has severly hurt me personally with my pride and ego. Not to mention I feel like a fucking idiot.
Delving into my past with highschool I can see reasons popping up as to why I failed, but I can also see not doing enough did it in for me aswell. I failed, I failed myself, and I failed Canada as a whole for not truely stepping up.
I'm far from giving up, I'll ponder tonight as I sift through various government websites for the UK, AU, and Fr. But my desire will just burn and yearn more. This isn't the last you've seen of me, fuck that. I'll crawl through hell and brimstone before I give up my chance.
-Jason